Darkness

I am surrounded by darkness.

I've spent much of my life in depression but these days I feel inescapable. Sometimes out of nowhere I just cry. I'll be driving to work and just start crying. Usually I'm thinking about the horrible things happening in my life. These days I just feel like I can only handle so much and I'm at my breaking point.

I feel so betrayed. And even though I know I'm not alone, I feel desperately alone.